Awaz

Kuch karne ki takat nai hai

Phir bhi khud par guman hai

Ek dhudhli si tasweer nazar aati hai

Jo mujhe aage badhne ka hausla de jati hai

Kehti hai rukna nai

Tum tej ho kabhi haarna nai

Sirf us awaz ke dam par main badhta ja raha hun

Pata nai who awaz kiski hai

Par jo agar andar se toh main kamjor nai

Koi mujhe diga de

Kisime itna jor nai

Hausla mujhe milte jayega aur main yun hi

Chalta jaunga

Main tutunga nai

Main harunga nai

Par haan kisiko harne dunga bhi nai

Haar ka dukh maine dekha hai

Har kisi main tut kar judne ki himmat nai hoti

Aur sabke pass koi awaz nai hoti…………

Nafrat

Nafrat sa karne laga hun

Main khud se na jane kyun darne laga hun

Kuch soch nai pa raha hun

Bas khud main hi uljhta ja raha hun

Kuch karne ka man nai kar raha hai

Bas kahin main kho sa raha hun

Dur hoti ja rahi khusiyan hain meri

Andhre mein kahin main dubta ja raha hun

Koi manzil samne dikh nai rahi

Bas rasta bhatak sa raha hun

Haan main dur kahin ja raha hun

Kuch soch hai jo khaye ja rahi hai

Par koi hai nai jise main bol dun

Main khud ko itna akela pa raha hun

Darr sa hai ki khud ko kho na dun

Par phir bhi main ghabra nai raha hun

Bas khud main magan

 Anjane raaston par chala ja raha hun

Dhun hai sawar ek anjane manzil ki

Bas usi disha ki oar apne kadam badha raha hun

Koi samajh meri khaye ja raha hai

Koi mujhe kamjor karte ja raha hai

Par main adig badhte ja raha hun

Main pathik hun jo anjane sapne

Ko sach karne bas chalta ja raha hun……….. 

Adhurapan

Adhura tha kal bhi

Adhura hun aaj bhi

Pura hone ka ehsaas nai

Tute bihkare patton jaisa

Khud ko pata hun waisa

Har pal ek kami si hai

Mere aankhon kuch nami si hai

Aansun bhi pure na mere

Aisi hi kuch kami si hai

Zindagi in ajan pathrilee raston par

Par kuch akela sa hun

Haan main kuch khoya sa hun

Dil mein sukun ki kami si hai

Dil mein umang ki kami si hai

Tut kar bhi tuta nai hun main

Par haan ek kami si hai

Chah kar bhi jud na pa raha hun

Aisi mujhme hi kuch kami si hai…..

with my eyes

I have seen a baby  in lap of mom

Having milk every 2 hours

I have seen a baby in soil

Crying for their mom

I have seen a boy

 fully clad in warm clothes

I have seen a boy

Having a torn shirt and shivering

I have seen a boy

Going school in uniform

I have seen a boy

Polishing shoes to earn few bucks

I have seen old getting

Proper care by their sons

I have seen old

Getting banged by their sons

I have seen all this

From my eyes

I am uable to judge

Whether this is what we say development

When I was a kid

I was told these are results of their deeds in their previous birth

Is that right??

Answer to this

 is always unsatisfactory to me

eyes see all this

but is helpless,because

I am having only two hands

But on the other side there are many waiting…….

kyun???

Dil na chahte hue bhi uske liye rota hai

Kyun aisa mere sath hota hai

Na chahte hue bhi woh hath chuta hai

Kyun mein Kyun ye hota hai

akela sa ho jata hun

Jab woh mere sath na hoti hai

Kyun mere aankhaen nam hoti hai

Jab woh mere aansun pochne pas na hoti hai

Kyun na chahte hue bhi

Kisi ko bhulna parta hai

Kyun duniya mein kisi ko khone ka darr hota hai

Kyun har pal ek bechaini si hoti hai

Who pass na hon toh unki kami si hoti hai

Kyun na chahte hue bhi koi itna dur jata hai

Ki uske wapas aane ki aas bhi na hoti hai

Kyun ye hota hai??

Jisse pyar karo who dur hojata hai??

Jaan kar bhi anjaan bante hain

Woh paas na bhi hon toh bhi

Dil ke karib unhe rakhte hain hum

subah........

ek din sawere jab aankhen khuli
toh dekha suraj ko apni chaukhat par
bahein failaye mujhe apni oar bulaya
us din ko uth kar salaam kiya
fir khud ko unke hawale kiya
ek ajeeb sa sukun tha sawere ka
dil mein umang sa tha kuch
bahar nikal kar jab ghaas par pehla kadam dala
laga ki kuch pa liya hai maine
woh nami kuch aise dil tak chu gayi
ki uska nisan ab tak hai baaki
thandi hawaon ne kuch aise chua 
laga ki dil tak chua mujhe kisine
dil ki dharkan kuch tham si gayi
par mahsus na hua ki main zinda nai hun
aisi thi woh subah ki mehsus hua
ki sach kehte hain bade budhe
 ki unke jawan rehne ka raaz yahi hai
par mujhe laga ki sukun agar hai toh
har sawere suraj ko khud ki bahon mein thamne ka maza
hi kuch aur hota hai
prakriti ki goad mein paya khud ko us din
jhula us din us goad mein
maa ki goad agar na mile
toh shayad prakriti ki goad uske samtulya hai

Anjaani

dil par woh zakhm dete gaye
hum hanste hanste sehte gaye
woh kuch aise nasamajh the ki
hamare hansi ko sach samajhte gaye
dil ke surakh barhte gaye
hum us surakh ko aansuon se bharte gaye
hame na pata tha
 pyar aisa nasur dega
par hum toh beinteha pyar karte gaye 
woh aaye chehre par hansi liye
hum us hansi ke liye apne gum pite gaye
par woh aaj tak samajh na sake
ek din aisa bhi aayega
jab ye nasur ban kar chubhega
aur zaraa zaraa chikh chikh kar kahega
ki tum thi bewafa dusre kism ki
jo tumhe itna pyar karta hai use samajh na saki
agar use malum hua toh
woh seh na sakegi
aur meri taklif woh akeli sahegi
agar aisa hua toh 
un sabko meri aah lagegi
aur sab yunhi jal jal marengi
jiske chehre ki khusi meri jaan thi
jiske chehre ki hansi  meri jaan thi 
aaj us chere par aansuon ki badi bundon ka pehra rahega
aur agar main jaanat mein bhi raha toh
un aansuon ke bhojh mein dub marunga........